I woke up early today to finish my task but I end up browsing photos on my FB and Friendster friends. Lol it’s truly amazing how internet can make us reconnect with old friends, families, and friends of friends. When I got married, I left all the things behind, as in behind my back without regrets. What does it mean? I added my crushes, people that was not even my friends during school days, friends of friends or lover of a friend, that if I’m single and available I will not imagine to add. lol I’m talking about being proud and my pride here. But it’s really true that as we grow old, we mature and we discover more things about our self. Leaving yesterday behind and forgiving what’s on it can truly free you with heavy heart. Realizing that past cannot be brought back again and my present is the important thing that keeping me happy.
I feel like I’m giving a speech in front of many people now.. I feel so old giving advice to young and old that still act like a toddler. Lol I’m imagining myself on speech pill, talking straight and not stuttering with my words. I’m not proud that I’ve been there, I am here, I have that, and etc… What’s making me proud is that I have a husband that I know I’m the only one (right dad?) and two behave and healthy kids at home. I’m happy that my faith with God is always with me.
Leave yesterday behind, be proud of what you have, and keep your faith to God alive.